Dear North Carolina,

No matter how hard I try, I don't think I will ever understand why people think it is ok to deprive basic human rights from others. Shouldn't we have come farther than this? My degree is in history, so I understand how prejudices can manifest, but aren't we supposed to learn from the past?

I truly want what is best for humanity. It breaks my heart when people are alienated in this manner. I expected better from you NC. I really did. I have spent a majority of my life defending the South. This is my home. I am a NC native. I have never lived anywhere else. But then you go and do something so far passed insensitive that you can't even see common decency from where you are standing.

Ho would you feel? No seriously, open your eyes and learn to empathize. Someone says, "Hey, you know what is unnatural? A man and a woman getting married. We should really put an amendment in our state constitution to stop that plague on society." Your pissed off now, aren't you? Exactly.

So you say your Bible says that it's wrong. You know what else that book tells you to do?In a holy war, it's essential to kill men, women, and children then go ahead and burn their civilization to the ground. The whole basis of religion is that God infallible, right? Men wrote the Bible, and they are very fallible. My intention is not to be offensive. I want you to understand that life doesn't fit in these limited contexts you are creating and trying to impose.

So, where is your humanity, your common sense? This is just going to be one more thing to be ashamed of later.


Just some thoughts,
A Citizen

A little treat.

I have a very high opinion of my dog, and he has the same opinion about himself.

I'm going to be an adult soon....

crap.
What have I been doing? I should have been building a bomb shelter in my basement. I just want to move to Neverland and hangout with the Lost Boys.





I'm not dead by the way as that last post months ago might have lead you to believe.

Never go on webmd after 1 am.

Nothing good will come of it.

I'm not the type of person to be left alone with their thoughts. It really never works out well for me. I had the worst stomach pain I've ever had in my life (or what I have not successfully blocked out of my memory) tonight. There was no way that I wasn't going to hurt and feel nauseous. It just wasn't going to happen, so after a couple of hours of chanting "make it stop! make it stop! make it stop!" I made the foolish decision of looking at my symptoms on webmd. Now, I'm just waiting to fall over dead.

If you haven't been able to surmise from my curmudgeonly antics, I'm not the type of person to go to the doctor unless they are in fact dying.

My pain has ceased, so hopefully this won't be the last you hear from me. The only thing I have to deal with now is the fact that I probably won't be sleeping tonight, because it is now almost 7 in the morning. I did get a chance to research all the dog rescue options in my area for the next time I decide to adopt a dog. That's the only plus that's come out of this.

Moral of this story: Webmd scares me at night and never leave me alone with my thoughts, please. They make me do crazy things.

Sorry for the late reply.

I hate emails. Absolutely abhor them. I don't know how I should address people. If you're not my friend or a member of my family. I have no idea what to call you. It upsets me. I don't want to sound curt or moronic. I just hate emails.

Truthfully, I like them more than phone calls. I don't even know what to say to friends and family on the phone. I guess this is a symptom of my social awkwardness.

This was all brought about by my email exchange with a professor about a final paper topic, and my frustration is paramount right now.

I think I would make an awesome spokes person

I have a few self esteem problems, but there is one thing that makes me feel pretty: mascara. You can't go wrong with long, full lashes.

I've been on a search for the best mascara. I think I've found the best one yet. The Falsies mascara from Maybelline. I almost feel like my eyes are caged in...but in a good way. I was skeptical about how well it would work, because makeup promises usually aren't fulfilled, but it does look like I have on false lashes. I think I've found my mascara. I am a little giddy.

Here's a before!  

and this is the after (after a long day of wear too). 

I was destined to be a lazy kid.

There is one thing I like about the cold. That feeling you get when you crawl into bed. I guess I just don't have adequate winter clothing, because that is the warmest moment of my day. In the morning it will come back to get you, especially you have something to do that day, and getting out of bed seems like the end of the world. I love being bundled up. I don't like the cold, but being wrapped in blankets is the most amazing feeling, so I guess it's worth it.